2 November 2021
On Evil (Crime in the Academy)
In this powerful, experimental personal essay, Elizabeth Chakrabarty writes about her decision to leave academia in order write fiction, and how the traditional narrative arc of a crime novel created space for her recovery. Her piece sharply interrogates the racist, often-ignored underbelly of higher education, and meditates on how the act of creation can serve as a pathway to regaining autonomy and closure in the wake of an act of racial violence.
1. Crisis/Recovery The arc of a crisis, as perceived within institutions, is that crisis shifts through stages: confronting the conflict towards resolution and returning to the status quo, and thus recovery. An echo of the classic three-part narrative theory, which I have always visualised as a protagonist’s climb up and then down a mountain; an arc of tension towards a desired goal. Based on my experience, and others who have experienced diversity and equality issues in the workplace, the ethnic minority or othered experience reflects a different narrative shape from the one reflected in institutional policies: the idea that when something goes wrong with the world, it gets called out, and things go happily back to normal. We might more easily visualise our experience of a crisis as a mountain range. A series of peaks and shards of ice to negotiate your way around, continually being perceived as outside of the status quo. My experience of a series of hate crimes in the academy was regarded as a crisis by others – something to be dealt with and then closed down. But there never was any closure. The perpetrator was never discovered. This was another crisis along the continuum of my lived experience of day-to-day racism. To write about that specific experience within a continuum of racism, I was confronted with the question of how to describe this new, more extraordinary, more emotionally draining brand of racism, awakening elements of my past childhood trauma, intermingled with this ongoing trauma. I started writing a literary crime novel inspired by my experience of racist hate crimes, but imagining another protagonist – and an antagonist. Within the closed arc associated with the genre, I found my author’s voice interrupting that narrative, fragmenting it like shards of ice tripping me up as I climbed along the mountain range, impeding closure and recovery, and also the literary traditions of form, structure and voice. 2. Excerpt from The Indigo Press publicity for my debut novel Lessons in Love and Other Crimes (2021)
Lessons in Love and Other Crimes by Elizabeth Chakrabarty is out now from The Indigo Press. Photo by Pawel Czerwinski on Unsplash
1. Crisis/Recovery The arc of a crisis, as perceived within institutions, is that crisis shifts through stages: confronting the conflict towards resolution and returning to the status quo, and thus recovery. An echo of the classic three-part narrative theory, which I have always visualised as a protagonist’s climb up and then down a mountain; an arc of tension towards a desired goal. Based on my experience, and others who have experienced diversity and equality issues in the workplace, the ethnic minority or othered experience reflects a different narrative shape from the one reflected in institutional policies: the idea that when something goes wrong with the world, it gets called out, and things go happily back to normal. We might more easily visualise our experience of a crisis as a mountain range. A series of peaks and shards of ice to negotiate your way around, continually being perceived as outside of the status quo. My experience of a series of hate crimes in the academy was regarded as a crisis by others – something to be dealt with and then closed down. But there never was any closure. The perpetrator was never discovered. This was another crisis along the continuum of my lived experience of day-to-day racism. To write about that specific experience within a continuum of racism, I was confronted with the question of how to describe this new, more extraordinary, more emotionally draining brand of racism, awakening elements of my past childhood trauma, intermingled with this ongoing trauma. I started writing a literary crime novel inspired by my experience of racist hate crimes, but imagining another protagonist – and an antagonist. Within the closed arc associated with the genre, I found my author’s voice interrupting that narrative, fragmenting it like shards of ice tripping me up as I climbed along the mountain range, impeding closure and recovery, and also the literary traditions of form, structure and voice. 2. Excerpt from The Indigo Press publicity for my debut novel Lessons in Love and Other Crimes (2021)
- A heart-breaking and hopeful debut novel inspired by the author’s own experiences of race hate crimes
- Seamlessly integrates elements of creative non-fiction and crime fiction within a page-turning story of love, healing, and hope
- A powerful book about the emotional toll of everyday racism and institutional racism in the vein of Claudia Rankine’s Citizen
Lessons in Love and Other Crimes by Elizabeth Chakrabarty is out now from The Indigo Press. Photo by Pawel Czerwinski on Unsplash